Feeling so alone when you were on crowded is suck. Being with new people, new society that so diff with yours . I’m on a country which have two seasons but yet I’m feeling have four season instead. Not in the real meaning..
Spring ain’t come closer. The moment I wait for, the moment I love the most. Spring is when I’m feeling home. Spending time with all of my lovely people. Family, friends. Hang out doing anything absurd and tired and go home and do it all again tomorrow. Recharge my spirit, motivation to survive and notes every single joy with em. I’m done being forever miss you. Spring is hometown.
Summer is when I woke up on Friday. Imagine I have to go to the last class of my schedule and yeaaaaah tomorrow is weekend. Summer is sunshine. Sunshine is your voice. It’s not your face anymore since I can’t see you at all haha sometimes I just imagine how if I have super power that can see through 920 km aways LOL. Have no idea, just feelin so loved when someone who always in my mind (okay I’m lying, not always but almost) and I know... that he just think of me. Summer is when my phone beep notify your message. Summer is when my cell phone just ring and your name on the screen. My summer just simple as that way.
Autumn drag me turning blue. I really hate to have a fight, makes me so insecure. Tryin so hard to focus and get busy all the time just to forget about you but still waiting for your message. Don’t know what to do to fix uncomfortable between us. Just sit in my bed, looking to the sky and can’t stop wondering what are you looking for there? Are we looking for the same moon? Do you feel the way I do? It just because the distance, baby. We are fine….
Winter is waiting. Waiting for autumn, for come home. It’s cold, but I have sweater to protect me-our plan that keep me patiently waiting. I’ll make sure to keep this distance and will say I love you even when you’re not listening. Wish you keep waiting to take me, we waiting to save what we have.
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